May 17
Sheikh I really need your help.
I have some issue in my head is what I think and they will send me to a psychologist and one small problem of this undiagnosed thing for me is if I hear a song that scratches my brain I am not able to leave it alone no matter what I try and the thing is I listen to black metal and trash metal because it scratches my brain so much and it calms me down somehow and I stop being sad and overthinking and overwhelmed and worried. I am very sad and scared because what if I’m sinning and I’ll go to hell forever. I do not agree with the lyrics but I like the instrumental and stuff and vocals and it really helps me. Am I sinning?
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