Aug 3
i really need help.
salam.i really need help these years.i always try to be the perfect daughter,or to at least be silent.but my parents are driving me crazy and ruining my mental health so bad.They said some things i can’t forget,they still do and they always manipulate me with that ayah that you can’t say even a “Ooh” to your parent.I’m having my own opinions as a woman who’s self aware of today’s world and surroundings.I usually say something back to them but not in hurtful way,and if i did its not my intention.I fear Allah and i’m so scared because i don’t wanna go to hellfire because of this.i don’t know what to do,what to say,how to be how to act.They’re so narcissistic and manipulative and they sometimes wish very bad things on me.They don’t respect me,they call me unworthy,that i’ll never get a job,i’ll never have a future.And guess what.Now i suffer because of constantly being reminded by those words.I’m only waiting for my last breaths.
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