Jun 13
Halal love
Assalamulaikum Sheikh, I have once liked a girl who is not my religion and we dated which is zina. Alhumdulliah Allah has provided me guidence, we both went out seperate ways and i repented. But i have not been able to move my heart on from her and i decided i want to pursue her in a halal manner. I would like to pray for her everyday that Allah will guve her guidence and that i can keep working on myself to become worthy to ask for her hand in marriage. Do you have amy advice for me sheikh.
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assalamualikum ya sheikh ihve suffering for month. after making same dua for the person i love im seeing no doors to open no way. iprayed ramamdan prayers constantly and got hert ive gotten a beautiful moment with her and allah gave it to me but i didi reakky bad sins when i was passin through the time now thats why gettin punishment for this yeah i deserve it but will allah forgive me he put love in ma heart for his servent but i cant hold it i cant hold it with halal way everything messed up i told her to block her male friend and shechoose his male friend over me but i always prayed for good in our realtion ship earler i didnt make much dua but allah know ma hearts so i saw sth like if he puts desire to ma heart when im in ma prayer so i should pray it but i see everythin is done thursday i saw her with her cousin i know her cousin likes her and shes posting like she loves him too yeah its make me jealous then i cried at night hoping friday will bring me something good but all fridays are like a curse i saw her matchin pfps with her akle frind having fun with that cousin taking photos man i prayedi gave ma whole heart nothing left im tierd not giving up but i surrenderd being loved by someo ethan allah but i do really love her i cant loose her can ma dua make this situation better likecan he flip the concept that is happeing right now can he make the imperfect perfect to me bcz i saw the whole time when i prayed he answers but now its all ma fault i did that sin so allah too her away i promised him ill never bring other girl in ma dua or marry sm else what should i do this heart of mine is totally dead im not getting relif will m=i make the for her after all this breakdown or move on i wish ma loord put love in her heart melyt her heart for me but i lost the battle after seeing her with sm else and seh happy can u pray for me that allah forgive me for ma bad sins when im in the realtion its haram i wanna make it halal i want allahs that servent i loved her a lot man i just need a sure word that allah can change her if i do sth yeah inshallah.. man i wanna make her my naseeb pls give me a positive reply .