Jun 3
assalamu'alaikum syekh
Sheikh I feel like I'm so resigned, I failed to enter the school I wanted, I failed to get good grades, I know maybe it's a test from Allah but why do other people always get more? while I keep studying but end up failing, maybe because I'm far from Allah, maybe i have lot sin, maybe because I don't perform the Dhuha prayer as often as before, maybe because I rarely open the Quran anymore because I failed to memorize 1 juz, but Sheikh I'm now too doubtful.. I feel like I want to be angry with Allah but I know this is a test, but my feelings are really hurt, what's more, my father doesn't support me, Sheikh I feel like I want to stop but I know Allah wrote a story in this world for me, but I'm so angry with my father because he often blames me and doesn't even support my dream school.. thank you Sheikh.
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